2015 won't go down as one of my best played hands.
this year, like playing with one of those wooden kids toys with the cut out shapes and corresponding parts that plug in, i've been furiously cramming all the possible combinations together to get a match that fits. it's been an experiment in insanity. everything seems to be hovering just over where it should be and i want to shake the board so the pieces will fall in. for a little while, i'd like to feel like i solved the puzzle.
instead, i've been continually frustrated, sending the pieces crashing to the floor and forcing a fresh start . it seems simple - square goes in square, circle in circle, but, as circumstance has it, i'm not a basic bitch.
my hope for 2016 - clarity. and more jams from justin beiber.